It seems that the sun will never be the same from another window
That rays won’t ever enter my eyes like this again
That light chose to shine only so bright
At this place
At this park
Through these trees
For these leaves
What a delirious thing to think
To say
Keeping my mind closed to other glows
To other stillnesses
Existo en un espacio de preguntas que tienen múltiples distintas respuestas.
Where do I put all of my love
when it has nowhere to go
Pan de centeno
La familiaridad
de la colonialidad
incomoda.
TERRORISMO
Nunca entendí
los jardines que son
sólo para mirar
y no
para vivir
Encuentro paz en la repetición de acciones monótonas
La mañana es pura
pero aquí
la es hora
es la hora
que tú quieras del día
This is not
our last
summer
I always
have 2 gor things
on my list.
The wind comes
from west to east.
The longer days
of the summer are here;
There’s light
in the dark part of the day.
You are down to 2.5cm
and as large as 10
but when you move
onto a quarter inch
and still are ideal
90-60-90
You sometimes have to
do it for others so
you can do it for yourself
For now my work is a performative process.
The work is the idea and the action.
A registered, visual record of a movement.
My actions are the same as my ideas.
My actions are the ideas.
The actions of adding, of joining, contributing, helping, keeping a pace.
Adding is opposite to the actions of long pulled clouds, whose action of the conflict in the process of creating…..
That’s the intimate, most
vulnerable hanging out space.
It will be my summer desk:
I don’t know what it will be.
I don’t know what it’ll become.
The space in the living room with the windows
That looked like
what I have always ever wanted.
The end of winter cold
There will be a time when we will
Put
all
our
faces
in
the
toilet.
Toilet?
N O T E S F R O M N O T E S
Art is an independent way of using your intellect.
Koans
Haikus
I’m exploring ideas through metaphors of materials, of human interactions and effect
There will be one day when I will be ready to mix all the colors.
It’s only worth going through all the work when you have a vision.
Ikea compositions. Coloring books for adults.
Letting go of my mind. Following the lines of the composition.
Seconds
(Los Segundos)
On mistakes —> Hay errores
—-> Borrar para escribir denuevo
—-> Corrector (Whiteout)
The subconscious is dominant
consciously listen to the
voice of my inner self talking
examine givens through
material explorations
personifying materials
Sí, soy un estereotipo
porque si no lo fuera
sería alguien especial.
Una vez que hago algo
pierde sentido.
My ideas have lately materialize
in gestures.
My work is the documentation
of a performative process
that I put myself through.
Of moments of freedom
and reflection that
I allow myself
to have.
To recreate and
analyze from an empirical
perspective the emotional
and visceral responses that
they allow. Por medio de la
experiencia del proceso al
que me someto y someto a
los demás al hacerlos
partícipes visualmente de
una situación mía que
se traslada a la sociedad
porque lo personal es
político.
SONGS
Remove judgment from every thought
word are too literal
La verdad se pierde
en las capas del tiempo,
del proceso.
(record myself singing in different moments the same song)
Soy el momento antes de un beso
El momento en que la droga hace efecto
El segundo en que no sientes tu cuerpo
luego de un orgasmo
Soy el momento extrema
y soy lo mejor
y soy el opuesto
porque eso hace llegar al absoluto
No se cuál es mi vocabulario
y por eso
puedo serlo todo.
MOLD PERMANENCE / IMPERMANENCE
An exercise on material manipulation A reflection on ________________
Failed mold. through object permanence
Successful mold. and impermanence.
Pro-perous
Process of creating solid
forms out of the interior
of hollow forms.
Taking the shape of
a hollow container
a hollow container used to give shape to
malleable materials.
( A form out of easily manipulated material. )
Attempts to make a straight line out of a single from out of a single brushstroke.
SHOOT
. pants 1 & 2 - whore
. nails
My work is the
destruction/transformation of
a material to
parallel human experience
and emotion.
(evoke)
. tratar de abrazar a alguien que no quiere ser abrazado
. coming up only to hold you under
. i love you explosion
gradient
foam room
tirarme en bubble wrap
Sale mi ansiedad para decirme que está adentro.
Sol después de la tormenta | estados de ánimo
Saliendo el sol |
Día nublado |
Single motion paintings
We’ve gotten lost in
everything we can
possibly get lost into
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We have to consume something
or we perish.
Dec 24
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Zippers. Mental zippers.
Mental illness is captivity infused by society.
wed dec 05 2018
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Poem for Daria
Tomorrow is the day that I will get to know.
july 2018
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Es un lugar donde se apagan todas las velas
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I have left something unfinished
everywhere i went
eso pasa
cuando eres persona
te olvidas de todo
cuando eres persona
cuando eres perro
no olvidas nada
porque todo es eso
porque sólo es lo que está al frente.
Cuando eres perro
con memoria
No eres perro.
Eres perro
con memoria
en instinto
We are on different frequencies, drifting.
When you leave,
I can hear the sound of the fridge in the background.
Stretch my arms like branches into a forest.
Business Reply
I have too much
Rugs for my neighbors,
doors where keyhole are upside down.
Weight distribution system for a group of people.
Notebooks can be written from either end.
You don’t have to see
to see
to see
I thought that the sun lasted
for three months
during the summer
I want to smoke something
that doesn’t burn
You will have angel feet forever
Que el bizcocho
sea bizcocho
depende
del aceite